paratactically So I had this huge crush on my friend for almost 7 months and I’ve recently started getting over him, but aside from the fact that he’s been in my dreams a lot the past few nights, the last dream I had of him really stumped me.

I was hanging out with a few friends camping, it felt like I had done it before so i knew the area somewhat well and took some time to wander. While wandering I saw him with a couple of girls, I instinctively hid behind a couple of close redwood trees and ferns; from here I watch them pass by, but I was in between jealous and sad. After they passed by I was walking on a somewhat narrow path that had a rather large drop, when my foot slipped and I was about to fall he appeared out of no where to help me. Throughout this small festival type of thing I struggled with my feelings not sure as to whether or not I liked him, and suddenly a medicine woman said that "The moon is shining down on a couple; opposites who shall attract one another in the end."
Apparently this meant that we were going to get married under her hand, so everyone hustled and bustled, during that time I really had to go pee so I told my friends that I was going to find a bathroom, when I did I found none of the toilets were working so I started to leave when I saw my asian ball jointed doll in the corner, his wig had been completely butchered but I didn’t have time to care, so I dashed out.
When I reached the main center of everything there was a stage and ringlet of purple and blue flowers waiting for me and my friend too, his ringlet was composed of red and orange flowers. The medicine woman had us hold hands and look at each other as she chanted under a full moon, after she finished there was a glittering green light all around us and I found myself attracted to him a lot more than earlier. He still flirted with girls which made me feel a bit insecure because they were (by society’s standards) really attractive. In the end he would only look at me and old my hand as we waled through the camp grounds and so on. During that time after we were wed, I kept thinking, "Well, at least I can get major scholarships to college because of this (I have a year left of high school).

That’s where I woke up, I was thoroughly confused by the dream and the emotions that I had felt during the dream, I was happy, sad, jealous, confused, anxious, and in love.
Would there be a deeper meaning to this dream?
thank you for reading, sorry it’s kind of long!

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